Tori Spelling is trying to put on a happy face.
She's trying to go about life like usual, posing family Christmas videos and smiling in public.
But a friend confirms to People that Spelling is "more heartbroken than anyone" realizes over rumors that Dean McDermott has been cheating on her with Emily Goodhand.
"She's flipping out and is completely devastated," this source says of Spelling. "Remember early last year when the tabloids wrote something [about marriage troubles] and she blasted them on her website? Now she's not even doing that."
It's true. Tori said the rumors had scared her son.
Now? Spelling is yet to actually comment on this chatter.
Does this mean the marriage is over?
"I don't think she even knows what she's going to do right now," says the source.
The couple, of course, has four kids at home, ranging in age from 6 to just 15 months. Spelling is "staying strong" for her kids, the insider insists, and this will just make it more difficult to decide what to do overall.
"I don't know if she's strong enough to leave him right now with everything she's going through and four young kids," the pal says. "She could stay with him or not. God only knows."
Spelling and McDermott were spotted together in Los Angeles on Thursday and no one has spotted a moving van by their home or anything.
They star on a reality show together, so Tori's decision of whether or not to stay in her marriage could have a financial impact on some of a personal one.
Do you think she should divorce Dean?