It's now been seven months since Lindsay Lohan left rehab. Somewhat amazingly, she has not been sent back for another court-mandated stint yet.
What has she been up to following her release? We know you've been wondering ... okay, probably not, but OWN is telling you anyway with a new show.
Behold, your first look at Lindsay ...
The Oprah-produced reality show is filled with tears, fights and rehab revelations, including the fact that she feels like there's no point in drinking anymore.
"There's nothing left in having a drink for me," the Mean Girls cast member says in her "journey through recovery following a very public period of crisis."
"What's left in that feeling? Nothing. There's no party that I haven't gone to, no person I haven't hung out with. There's no situation I haven't been exposed to."
Also an issue for LiLo? Being a 24/7/365 topic of celebrity gossip.
"I don't want them following me to an AA meeting," she says.
"Do you ever feel like a prisoner?" the redhead is asked.
"Yes, all the time," the 27-year-old replies with a sigh.
The video also features Dina and Michael Lohan.
"See now you're getting me angry, 'cause you weren't good for me for a long time in my life," she exclaims during a heated discussion with her dad.
Thinks are slightly better with mom, but it's still a battle.
"People have an image of me that it's chaos," she says.
"I don't want all the negative s--t that's going on and the stress that might show through on camera," she admits as the camera cuts to more LiLo crying.
"It's all good good good good good and then there's that thing in my head where it's like 'Oh, time to sabotage,'" she confesses amid a chaotic montage.
What do you think: Can Lindsay stay clean this time?