Miley Cyrus is not in a joking mode or a drinking mood today.
The singer, who believes her knee looks like Seth Rogen and who got wasted with her mom earlier in the week, just penned a lengthy note on Twitter in which she described her very depressed state, blaming it on the death of her dog Floyd.
"I keep asking why would the world take my sweet boy from me?" Cyrus wrote. "I'm just a baby myself…I depend on my mother still. She is the one at the end of the day I want to hold me when I'm sad, scared, lonely. Her one job in this world is to eel me out of harms way...
"I was Floyd's mommy. I don't know when the regret and the guilt will fade. I don't know if it ever will."
Floyd was killed by a coyote a few weeks ago and Miley has been publicly mourning ever since.
She even sang to a statue of Floyd during a concert in Brooklyn not long after his passing.
"I feel like I let my boy down," Cyrus continued via Twitter.
"My job was to protect him and I'm not a person that takes failure lightly...Today is one of those days where I can't open the curtains to see the sun…open the windows to hear the world going on around me because to be honest I hate the fact that the world's still spinning.
"I want it to stop…I want everyone's heart to break the way my heart is breaking."
Cyrus is in Ireland today as part of her Bangerz tour.
But it's a day off and she earlier wrote that she's "sad and cranky" when not performing.
"No matter how much I cry or beg of 'god' to wake me up from this nightmare, it is what it is (at least that's what everyone keeps reminding me)," Miley concluded. "There's no waking up from reality so today I am being a helplessly hopeless human & I'm ok with that."