When the celebrity gossip media shifted its mega-mom focus from Nadya Suleman to Kate Gosselin, there's no way the former was ceding her crown without a fight!
Earlier this week, Suleman slammed the embattled Gosselin as "desperate for attention" and "over-emotional,” as well as criticizing the bikini body of the mother of eight, tearing up photos of her on camera, and so on and so forth.
Yesterday, following Kate's lead in refusing to shut the eff up and go away for the sake of humanity, Octomom had more choice words to say... about herself.
During a “private” conversation with her best friend – and Radar Online of course - she opened up for the first time about the father of her 14 (!?) children.
Nadya Suleman says she coerced the unnamed man to be a sperm donor, but that he was very pissed when he learned she froze his boys to keep having kids.
"I screwed myself. I screwed up my life and I screwed up my kids' lives. What the heck am I going to do?" Octomom asks. "I have to pretend I don't regret it."
Nads also reveals that her older children ask about their mysterious father every day: "He's just afraid. He's hiding," she says. "He'll lose everything".
Although the 33-year-old drain on society previously described her kids' dad as a "friend," she now admits that she “secretly wanted him in my life."
Suleman says she wants to apologize to the father, saying "he's probably angry and resentful." She adds, "I'm the ghost that's haunting his existence."
Funny, that's what Hailey Glassman said about Jon Gosselin.
If the unnamed father does not initiate a relationship with her children on his own, Suleman claims she will finally reveal his identity to her oldest child, Elijah, when he turns 18 in ten years, so he can contact his dad if desired.
We wouldn't bet on it. Dude is totally off the grid, living in a trailer in West Virginia as part of a witness protection program and unlikely to surface.