Julianne Hough Reveals Abusive Past: Mental, Physical, Everything

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Julianne Hough is opening up about her surprisingly painful past.

The dancer/actress plays a domestic abuse survivor in the upcoming movie Safe Haven, and reveals to Cosmopolitan that the role hit close to home.

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Hough, who moved from Utah to England when she was only 10 to pursue a career as a dancer, admits she was sexualized at far too young an age.

“I was 10 years old looking like I was 28, being a very sensual dancer. I was a tormented little kid who had to put on a sexy facade," she admits.

"Because that was my job and my life," says the now-24-year-old. "But my heart was the same, and I was this innocent little girl. I wanted so much love.”

“While I was in London, I was abused, mentally, physically, everything. I’m a very forgiving person, and I don’t want to hurt anybody. What’s past is past.”

Hough, who's dated Ryan Seacrest for two years, says it got worse “when I started hitting puberty, when I started becoming a woman and stopped being a little girl."

“I was told if I ever went back to the United States, three things were going to happen. One: I was going to amount to nothing. Two: I was going to work at Whataburger."

"Three: I was going to end up a slut. So it was like, I can’t go back, I have to be this person.”

Why not reach out to her family?

“I’d rather take the pressure on myself. To this day, I don’t want to be a burden. I didn’t talk unless I was spoken to. I would look over to see if it was okay if I answered."

"I was perfect ... perfect to a fault.”

At the age of 15, Hough, who declined to name or even hint at the abuser's identity. went to a concert and saw one of her idols perform a set of songs.

The songs, about being free and being yourself, gave her the courage to leave.

“I was like, f**k that. I know who I am, and I don’t want to be this person who I am becoming," she says. "I left two days later and never went back.”

Hough explains that her latest role inspired her to go public: “I don’t want pity. To me it’s more about being that voice for people who don’t necessarily have a voice.”

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Julianne Hough Biography

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Julianne Hough Quotes

I have a whole new life. It's going to completely change and I couldn't be happier. I'm on this roller coaster and I'm having so much fun.

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Julianne Hough: I'm the first to admit it: I like being sexy! I always wear the shorter shorts and my dad's like, 'Cover up!'