90 Day Fiance alum Larissa Lima has admitted that marrying boyfriend Eric would be her dream come true.
But for now, she's trying to work on her health -- her mental and emotional well-being.
Larissa recently revealed that she has been grappling with depression and anxiety for over a year.
She's tried to resolve it herself, but nothing so far has worked.
Now, she's prepared to seek real treatment -- and you may be surprised at who's reportedly footing the bill.
Oh no, Larissa
Last week, Larissa Lima posted and deleted a very heartfelt message about her mental and emotional health -- and what she's doing to remedy it.
She's grappled with depression for over a year
"I was devastated, emotionally exhausted, and my entire body ached from depression," Larissa reveals, recalling the aftermath of her arrest in June 2018.
And THIS may explain some of her behavior
"Sometimes, I was filmed while being on pain killers," Larissa now admits.
She wasn't especially functional
Larissa describes: "I couldn’t move, do basic activities, or take care of myself."
It sounds like Colt was a huge factor in her misery
"You all know how my marriage started, " Larissa says, referring to how Colt seduced her online but how life with him was nothing like she had expected and how his demeanor was suddenly much less charming -- especially when cameras were not rolling.
She has more to say
She continues, referring to her marriage: "and how it ended in the worst of ways." Larissa and Colt's marriage didn't just end in divorce, but with a scary bloody fight. Larissa's face was smeared in her own blood and her torso was covered with injuries, but Colt called the police first and she was the one arrested -- yet again.