Holly Madison's new memoir, Down The Rabbit Hole: Curious Adventures and Cautionary Tales of a Former Playboy Bunny, is full of revelations.
Most notably, that its author and Hugh Hefner's former #1 girlfriend Holly Madison contemplated suicide while living her supposedly glamorous life.
She has some pretty harsh words for Kendra Wilkinson, too ...
Calling K-Dubs "the fakest person" she's ever met, Madison says she was "hurt and confused" by her cold behavior after The Girls Next Door ended.
Wilkinson, she says, leveraged her role on that show and in the mansion to score more reality TV deals, yet acted like she never knew Holly:
"For someone who was all of a sudden trying to act like she was better than Bridget and me, she sure wasn't above using us for publicity."
According to Holly, Kendra cut ties with both Madison and Bridget Marquardt immediately after their run on the reality show came to a close in 2009.
Holly admits she texted Kendra, calling her cowardly.
"WHO ARE YOU????" Wilkinson supposedly replied. "I DON'T EVEN KNOW YOU! WE WERE NEVER FRIENDS. IT WAS ALL JUST WORK."
Holly, 35, said she and Kendra Wilkinson, 29, "haven't spoken since" that heated exchange, and good riddance: "I have to say, I don't miss her."
Burn. Madison writes in her book that she deleted Kendra's contact info from her phone in the wake of their fallout, so consider it OVER
She's no fan of top dog Hugh, either. Holly reflects that Hef "liked to play the main girlfriend off the youngest one, to create competition."
Amazingly, they all bought into it, too.
Holly laments that "there were always different political alliances with the girls" in the mansion, where she first set foot way back in 2001.
The only alliance she's forming these days is with her publisher, as it appears that no one is coming out of this Rabbit Hole unscathed.