Tori Spelling is trying to put on a happy face.
She's trying to go about life like usual, posing family Christmas videos and smiling in public.
But a friend confirms to People that Spelling is "more heartbroken than anyone" realizes over rumors that Dean McDermott has been cheating on her with Emily Goodhand.
"She's flipping out and is completely devastated," this source says of Spelling. "Remember early last year when the tabloids wrote something [about marriage troubles] and she blasted them on her website? Now she's not even doing that."
It's true. Tori said the rumors had scared her son.