I could no longer look at myself in the mirror.
So stated Lindsay Lohan this morning in a stunning turn of events, as the troubled star copped to being a total mess and vowed to turn things around.
She also promised that she will check into rehab immediately and will not return to work (or whatever it is that she does) until early 2014 at the earliest.
"I've been living a lie for too long," Lindsay said early Monday. "I've been spiraling out of control, even if I didn't know it at the time. I lost track of who I am."
In an apparent shot at her family and management, she adds, "I've been surrounded by enablers instead of those who will guide me down the right path."
Lohan said her mentality has been to "deny, deny, deny" when it comes to getting into trouble with the law, or when it comes to personal issues.