Kendra Wilkinson had a blast closing down a nightclub with friends celebrating a friend's birthday, seemingly enjoying a very fun, carefree time.
Appearances are somewhat deceiving, however. She's reportedly stressed about her marriage to the point where she's struggling with milk production.
People who know Kendra say she's crushed by her husband's alleged cheating, and is "over" their marriage. Says a source close to the WeTV star:
"Hank and Kendra are on speaking terms, but she's still so mortified by the situation. [The cheating] happened before, but she's done [with the marriage]."
"It's more about the kids and the finances now. She's an optimistic person and wants people to know she's doing better, which is why she's going out."
Wilkinson is eager for supporters to know that she is doing well, the source adds, but is not necessarily looking forward to airing her dirty laundry on TV.
"They're contractually obligated and are in the middle of filming," says the insider. "But she doesn't want people talking about it for the rest of her life."
"Really, she just wants to move forward."
That's a tall order, considering husband Hank Baskett's alleged affair with a transsexual model named Ava London, which broke this summer.
Wilkinson, who gave birth to daughter Alijah in May, was supposedly cheated on while she was in her third trimester, making it sting even harder.
Neither Kendra nor Hank has admitted his cheating publicly, though reports indicate he privately confessed it to her after Ava took a lie-detector test.
London detailed the supposed tryst with Baskett in a series of interviews, and a recording of a call believed to have taken place between the two leaked.
In any case, for Kendra and Hank, their marriage is clearly on the brink. However they move forward, we feel terrible for their two young kids.