In February, Bethenny Frankel admitted that she suffered a miscarriage at some point in 2011.
Now, in the latest issue of Glamour, the talk show host and former reality star is opening up even more about that personal tragedy.
"I felt seven months pregnant even though I was six weeks along," Frankel tells the magazine, explaining that a doctor told her she was "high risk" and that she was often bleeding and nauseous during the pregnancy.
Bethenny says she then blamed herself for the loss of the fetus.
"We met the doctor in his office, and I launched into it. 'Is it because I’m busy? My lifestyle? Is this my fault?' I asked. He replied 'You’re 41. You had bleeding. There’s nothing you could have done.'"
Frankel added that she was due to have a girl and "fell to pieces" when she heard that news, referring to her two-year old daughter and saying:
"I was picturing Bryn with a little sister. Two little girls in rain boots."