Demi Lovato: Cutting Herself Since Age 11!

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We've known Demi Lovato is a "cutter," but the recent revelation that she began to slit her wrists and mutilate herself at age 11 is startling.

Now 18, Demi opened up to 20/20 about her recent stint in a treatment center, where she was treated for cutting, bulimia and emotional issues.

Cutting is "a way of expressing my own shame, of myself, on my own body," according to Demi, who adds she's been overeating since age eight.

Demetria Lovato

Demi Lovato has also experienced - and been shaped by - bullying.

"I've spoken openly about being bullied throughout the past few years," she says.

"But one thing that I've never been able to feel comfortable talking about was the effects that it had on my life, afterward. I didn't know why they were being so mean to me. And when I would ask them why, they would just say, 'Well, you're fat."

Her torment turned into a lifelong disease, and one dangerous habit after another.

"I developed an eating disorder, and that's kind of what I've been dealing with ever since," she said. "I was matching the inside to the outside."

"And there were some times where my emotions were just so built up, I didn't know what to do," Demi Lovato says of spiraling out of control.

"The only way that I could get instant gratification," she chillingly notes, "was through an immediate release, and taking it out on myself."

During the interview, Lovato also says she takes "100 percent, full responsibility" for attacking her back-up dancer Alex Welch last year:

"I feel horrible, [She] was my friend."

Lovato says she hopes her story can "open up the eyes of so many young girls" who are fighting the same issues. We hope it does, too.

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Omg those stupid people!!! How on earth are you fat? Dont listen to them demi, we love you thats why we are here for you :( Dont cut urself i feel sorry for you :(

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Demi u shouln't cut ur self and ur not the only one who does that some of friends use to do that then they stopped lastyear.

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say strong demi dont cut yourself your beatiful

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Shes gorges and ppl who say that she isn't deserve to be put into a crazy place I'm jelouse of demi she and Lucy hale are the prettyist celebritys I no. So ya demi dosent need to cut herself she needs to look in a mirror then shell be fine! XD

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I under stand her pain I always wanted to cut my skef. Because my family use to make fun of my wieght and becAuse my dad isnt there fore me anymore

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Wow tht is sad I knoe how she feel I used to cut myself and I stopped about a couple of months ago so stay strong Demi I love u huge Demi fan byes

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Crazy ppl should be put away

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i used to cut my self to but i went to a doctor for help stay strong

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Isk? Why people bullied her they are just jealouse!!!!!!! I am saying that nobody is perfect they just wanna bully cause she's famouse or something!!(;I love Demi but I don't want her to cut her self it's sad to hear that she has that disease and that she cuts herself!;( ;)

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I've been through the exact same situation and im a guy it's pretty hard to hear that she was cutting....

Demi Lovato Biography

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Born
Birthplace
Dallas, Texas
Full Name
Demetria Devonne Lovato

Demi Lovato Quotes

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